6 papers in 4/5 days. Not that bad, but not that good either. I'm gonna run out of foolscap... and I just bought some on monday -.- And I use ink at a really fast rate.
Need motivation to do my work again. I'm supposed to be doing work instead of typing this, but I see the 2001 A.Math paper, sian already.
And does everyone know about it already? :/
Posted by Kelvin at 7:47 PM
Monday, September 29, 2008
Damn. The cat's been let out of the bag.
Posted by Kelvin at 4:16 PM
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Not exactly a very productive day, but not unproductive either. Got a couple of A.Math questions clarified, finished the 2007 paper (except for a few weird questions). I really need to focus on other subjects :/ ... Just because I like someone doesn't mean that that someone likes me :(
Bye, its boring here. Homework is a much more meaningful exercise.
Posted by Kelvin at 6:35 PM
Friday, September 26, 2008
what I was feeling like for the past 4 days -> :D
what I felt like a couple of hours ago -> :(
what I feel like now -> ....
Edit: Nvm, I feel much better now after doing some A.Math.
Edit #2: Feeling A LOT better now thanks to text messaging to someone. It takes away boredom and adds life to me. Like I said, it was nice texting you. This might sound stupid, but I realised that I like being teased. lol
Posted by Kelvin at 2:19 PM
Thursday, September 25, 2008
I am very hungry right now. School was okay, except for the fact that I didn't finish the chem paper that we were supposed to have done. No chem tomorrow!!! Noooo~~!!!! We wanted chem so much!! Asked the 'god' a math question, he cannot do. then asked kaijie, he also cannot do. So in the end had to ask her and she could do it, but then it was becos she peeked at the answer. chey -.- I really need to buy the year-by-year tys for A.Math. And also start doing the year-by-year tys for other subjects.
Oh and weiheng fell asleep in class again.
Posted by Kelvin at 5:51 PM
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Just finished reading Constance Briscole's UGLY. It's really great.
Oh and I really should be studying or doing work.
Posted by Kelvin at 4:53 PM
Tuesday, September 23, 2008
I am happy. Almost deliriously so. It's a bit odd, considering that the O levels are less than 30 days away. I guess it's because I have decided not to run away from certain facts I shall not list here.
Anyway, I heard that on grad day, someone tried to take a photo with someone#2, and someone#2 screamed NOOOO!!! and ran away before the photo was taken.
Tutoring WJ is SO fun.
Posted by Kelvin at 4:45 PM
Monday, September 22, 2008
I love my life! But I am too lazy :( :( How am I going to get my 6 A1s like this? PPP was engaging enough until MT, where I completely ignored the teacher and did my A.Math.
Stop slacking... Stop dreaming... Stop being lazy!!! But I find it so difficult to!
lol, I keep listening to Love Story. idk, it just keeps me feeling happy.
This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story, baby, just say yes :)
Posted by Kelvin at 5:32 PM
Sunday, September 21, 2008
I feel great today.
Although I did nap a little during A.math tuition D: I'm turning into a weiheng... lol jk. Had steamboat for lunch with my family and relatives . Couldn't manage to eat much, although I did have a large helping of mushrooms... and I didn't eat much meat.
Bio TYS is a bit too easy... I wonder if it's a trick?
And I wanna work up the courage to say something... but afraid i get rejected :(
Posted by Kelvin at 7:26 PM
Ow. One of my toes hurts like (rude word here). Cos I dumb dumb accidentally closed the door on my foot. zzz
Posted by Kelvin at 6:30 AM
Saturday, September 20, 2008
I don't feel so down anymore. Thanks everyone (well, if 'everyone' counts as 3 people with names starting with the letters A, K and T)
anyone got a download link to the class video? Who else wanna study together?
Finished redoing the prelim A.Math paper 1. Sorry la, some people slow, your problem ah? The drive to do well is coming back. Must beat both the god and the goddess.
After serious thinking, I found out that our class has A LOT to be proud of. I can still remember back in sec 3, when I thought that this class was done for. And when pretty much all of us failed our A.Math/Biology/Chemistry/Humanities/ And now look at us, we're doing so much better, and improving at a breakneck speed. So I will say this: WE LOVE YOU TEACHERS!!!!
Next year you will see this in our school: Kelvin Chong Ding Kang :"Outstanding Performance" :D :D :D :D
Taylor Swift - Love Story simply fantastic.
We were both young when I first saw you I close my eyes and the flashback starts I'm standing there on a balcony in summer air See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns See you make your way through the crowd And say hello, little did I know
That you were Romeo You were throwing pebbles And my daddy said stay away from Juliet And I was crying on the staircase Begging you please don't go
And I said Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story, baby, just say yes
So I sneak out to the garden to see you We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh '
Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter And my daddy said stay away from Juliet But you were everything to me I was begging you please don't go
And I said Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me, they're trying to tell me how to feel This love is difficult, but it's real Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess It's a love story, baby, just say yes
I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around My faith in you was fading When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said Romeo save me, I've been feeling so alone I keep waiting for you but you never come Is this in my head, I don't know what to think He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring And said
Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone I love you and that's all I really know I talked to your dad, you'll pick out a white dress It's a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We were both young when I first saw you
Posted by Kelvin at 8:42 AM
Friday, September 19, 2008
Just came back from tuition. Still have slightly over 30 days till the start of the O levels.
So we have graduated. But I don't feel any sudden rush of emotion. Granted, I did feel a little proud of our class when I saw the class video, but that was it. I'm not particularly excited or happy that I have just graduated.
Looking around, I realise that I feel like a stranger in my class. A forlorn stranger who is looking in on people who are enjoying themselves. Why do I feel like this? Maybe it's because people don't like me. They only come to me when they need questions answered. They only talk to me when they need something from me. Maybe it's just me.
Whatever. I must turn this sorrow into energy that I can use to fuel my O level desires. At least I have the PPP to look forward to. I can learn more (I hope) during the PPP.
Oh yeah, and congrats Ariz for improving so much. Keep it up!
Posted by Kelvin at 8:32 PM
I don't see the point in being nice to someone when that someone isn't nice to you. I'm not talking to that person for at least 5 days. I was thinking about upgrading that person's friend status to 'borderline', but have now decided to let it drop down to normal. At least I have real friends to count on.
Graduation's later.
Posted by Kelvin at 8:13 AM
Thursday, September 18, 2008
feel super tired today, dunno why.
Got back my results.D&T was an A2. This is what I get for not studying. Must not let this happen for O levels. I've fallen 2 places. So much for trashing someone. THE WORLD HAS ENDED! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The invincible goddess has been defeated by the god of math! OMG!!!
On a lighter note, graduation day is tomorrow. Time passes so quickly. It seems that it was only yesterday that I entered NAS. There I met a bunch of great friends.
And then we were all separated two years later.
I have indeed changed a lot. Secondary school life does that to you. You begin to take more notice of what people say about you. You change your appearance. Your attitude changes. You start thinking differently. You start to work harder in your studies. You become less introverted. Sometimes you are unsure of yourself. Not to mention that you also develop certain... feelings.
I wonder, will I miss NAS and my friends?Talking with ranon today during MT and at the bus stop made me realise how much I miss the people from r7. Ranon's so lame, but funny, as always. Still wish that we were BFF ;(
Anyone want to go out with me after O levels? D: And I just had this weird idea regarding what I will do about 5 days after the O levels.
Posted by Kelvin at 4:35 PM
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Wj's at my house now, cos he says he want to study over here and ask me some A.Math stuff.
Bio = bad. B3 Looks like I need to get an A2 for D&T at the least to get 11 for L1R5. Contrary to what another person who got 11 for her L1R5 said, I am not an asshole.
I must study to get my perfect 6. Can't fall behind the rest of my classmates. At least it's nice to see our class bucking up now. And I totally didn't expect someone to remember my birthday. So thanks tty, even though it doesnt seem like much to you. lol.
Sometimes it feels like it's just wistful thinking. And no, I am not talking about my marks.
Posted by Kelvin at 3:57 PM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
I sometimes wonder, what is love like? People can't tell you if you're in love, you just know it. The problem is, what if you think you are, but you don't too? Lol, I need to stop thinking strange thoughts.
Oh and hardly anyone seems to be online. Wonder why.
Posted by Kelvin at 8:43 PM
english total marks = okay i guess. tied with kaijie at 72. I was expecting to fail the essay, but ended up getting 24/30, the highest.. wth.
A.Math = okay, since I totally didn't prepare for paper 1 Chemistry wasn't too shabby. Barely scraped an A1.
Combined humanities makes me want to kill the marker. I write one factor is more important than the other, mark me wrong. Then other ppl go write both are important, mark right. rubbish.
Also redid pull-ups, doing 3. I wanna retake the 2.4 and standing broad jump.. but when? :(
I feel like saying something else... this... nvm, I'll keep it to myself for now. ;) Maybe after the O levels.
Posted by Kelvin at 4:30 PM
Monday, September 15, 2008
prelim = bad english = bad SS = bad E.math = okay chinese = normal
Apologies for my behaviour today.
But Cheng Boon still sucks big time. Not lollipops or straws too.
Posted by Kelvin at 3:39 PM
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Prelim, prelim... O levels... I can't seem to get this out of my head.
Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm angry Call I'm desperate for your voice Listening to the song we used to sing In the car, do you remember Butterfly, Early Summer It's playing on repeat, Just like when we would meet
I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight
Stripped and polished, I am new, I am fresh I am feeling so ambitious, you and me, flesh to flesh Because every breath that you will take when you are sitting next to me will bring life into my deepest hopes, What's your fantasy? What's your...
I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight
And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home x4 (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight
I was born to tell you I love you And I am torn to do what I have to, to make you mine Stay with me tonight (I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have)
Posted by Kelvin at 7:22 PM
Damn... I just woke up and realised that it wasn't real. Made me want to cry for a moment. Sometimes I wish that there was a way to preserve your dreams so that you could keep recalling them, enter them even. :(
School tmr. Hopefully that means prelim results too.
Posted by Kelvin at 8:36 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
I have to constantly think positive thoughts to keep unhappy ones from surfacing. Must be the effect of the Os. Need to sort out my thinking properly. I realised that I have, what, three friends only? (as in, you know, real ones, not those 'friends of convenience' or 'friends that are friends only when they need something from you')
I need to learn how to smile again. Haven't been really happy for many years. Not since Primary school, I think. Sometimes I wonder if I was happier in P6 than now.
... Maybe I'm just imagining that my life is bad. When it might actually be good.
I want the prelim results. Like now. I need to know where I have gone wrong, and how I can improve.
Posted by Kelvin at 11:55 AM
Friday, September 12, 2008
I can hear A Chinese Orchestra playing near my home. Makes me feel nostalgic... aw... Wonder what I will be doing today.
Posted by Kelvin at 11:22 AM
Thursday, September 11, 2008
D&T=feil.
Had lunch at mac, ending my 3-month abstinence from mac lunch. Felt a bit lonely there. The group of students next to me said some dumb stuff
Boy A: Eh who go put chilli in my burger? Girl: Me lah. Boy A: You cute ar? Girl: I know.
lolz
And the radio was jammed, it kept going AH-AH-AH-AH-AH-AH- .... I need to seriously start studying.
and... wasn't the Large Hadron Collider supposed to kill us all? doesnt seem to have happened.
Posted by Kelvin at 3:06 PM
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
lol, hardly studied for hist. SBQ took a lot of time, in the end I had like 7 mins for question 3b of the essay. scribbled some crap.
Lol, tmr D&T die liao. Didnt study at all.
Posted by Kelvin at 9:36 PM
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Met WJ for breakfast today at the tmart kopitiam. Ate wonton noodles, then becos WJ said he was still hungry, we ended up going to mac. There we met tty and his mum. Lol, his mum is so cool. :P
A.Math paper was quite manageable I think.
Damn still need to study history.
p.s. POA rox my sox! ;)
Posted by Kelvin at 3:19 PM
Monday, September 8, 2008
lol. bio is screwed. I think.
A.Math 2008 Specimen paper 2 is tooooooooooooooo easy. Paper 1 is much better.
Posted by Kelvin at 12:55 PM
Saturday, September 6, 2008
Just finished bio revision. I might actually feel prepared if not for the fact that there are hardly any worksheets covering the topics of mitosis/meiosis and molecular genetics.
Posted by Kelvin at 5:57 PM
Friday, September 5, 2008
Holiday = Unproductive. Holidays should be banned. Holidays are Hellidays. Holidays suck. Except after exams.
Posted by Kelvin at 9:08 PM
Thursday, September 4, 2008
I feel a little depressed. Must be because of the lack of human interaction. Is life supposed to feel this empty? It's like theres this void inside me. I can only seem to fill it with work.
I wonder what I'm gonna do after the 'O's. Seems like there's nothing to do...
Ok why am I talking about this? Going to do bio, maybe it'll make me feel better.
-EDIT- I can't do bio for nuts. I should just go and die. Bye.
Posted by Kelvin at 9:22 AM
Wednesday, September 3, 2008
Not a very productive day. Again.
I hate bio. So much stuff to remember. We're not learning, we're memorising!
I'm done with A.Math for now. Can't bear to do more.
Posted by Kelvin at 6:34 PM
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
I AM SO SICK OF TRIGO.
kthxbai.
Posted by Kelvin at 4:32 PM
Monday, September 1, 2008
I keep eating. Can't seem to stop.
Wasted much of today doing nothing. Luckily, I managed to gather some strength to do chapters 4-6 of A.Math TYS. Teck Yang Sucks. lol.