Tuesday, March 31, 2009

very bad heahache.
I'm gonna go sleep now.
Though I know I will regret it later.
As I should be doing my 486753139056 tonnes of homework.

Posted by Kelvin at 9:21 PM

Monday, March 30, 2009

hello.
felt like complete trash today.
bad hair day. maybe I'll change my hairstyle.
math test = dead.
felt sick. and bloated. luckily my throat was a little better.
amazingly, we finished chem spa ahead of time. I mean like WOW! usually when the bell rings we're still not done yet...
oh and PE sucked. I still prefer running.
and I'm skipping CO to do my work... which I should be doing right now instead of blogging.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:50 PM

Sunday, March 29, 2009

k I have a sore throat and feel like complete shit.
spent much of today doing differentiation. maclaurin's series is a bitch.
now I need to somehow conjure up research for project work.


TOTALLY SCREWED FOR TOMORROW'S TEST!!

Posted by Kelvin at 4:19 PM

Saturday, March 28, 2009

Throat's feeling funny.
Hope I'm not gonna be sick.

Posted by Kelvin at 10:23 PM

Friday, March 27, 2009

OMG TESTS NEXT MONDAY AND FRIDAY!!!!

)=

I will read the questions properly and understand what they mean.
I will pass these tests.
I must.

k now finishing up the GP article review thingy.

Posted by Kelvin at 9:55 PM

Thursday, March 26, 2009

2km timing: 9'27"
Current 2.4km timing: 12'09" (if I remember correctly)
2.4km goal: 11'40"
Deadline: 4 weeks from now.

Steps to take:
Run 2.4km every saturday night. Followed by 20 minutes of brisk walking. Total time should be less than 35 minutes.
Take in less carbohydrate. (check)

k done with that minor goal setting.

maybe I should go back to having no life.
might work well for my grades.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:17 PM

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

Messed up bio SPA again.
This time, I totally screwed up the experiment.
I blur blur go add the methylene blue to the boiling tube instead of test tube.
even better, I emptied the contents of the visking tubing back into the boiling tube.
):
so I ended up not finishing the experiment and the worksheet. again.
No CO today.. awww...
Odd.
When I started to try and read some of the GP stuff this afternoon, I got soooooooooo sleepy that I laid down to rest for a while..
and woke up 2 hrs later feeling damn lethargic. Like I didn't sleep at all. =/
and I had a very... strange... dream.
what was it about... hmm... can't remember =/
anyway, I'm (sorta) glad that I managed to do SOME work today...
........
........
=O
and I think I'm getting weaker. physically that is. must train.

Posted by Kelvin at 8:26 PM

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

I'm losing the drive to blog.
Nevertheless, I shall continue.
I like the math substitute teacher. She's effective.
Failed the econs test. Predictable. I hardly knew what I was writing.

I'm a terrible teacher.
Can't teach others how to play the erhu for nuts. ):

k I really have nothing else to type.


oh yes I have something else to say.
besides the fact that I should be doing my math tutorial,
and I really want to get an A for project work like they said we would.
I dont want it to turn out like D&T again... >.<
zzzzz.
need to turn up at sch early tmr. again.
like wtf man. whats the point of even listing that assembly starts at 0915 hrs when we need to turn up for some talk every wed at 0720 hrs?
I realise that economics is basically common sense with a lot of intricate detail. and complex words.

oh and by poking around a little in other people's blogs, I found out that some of them knew a guy that I worked with at NTUC. Cool. So I know people who know people who know a person I know. =D

Posted by Kelvin at 9:11 PM

Monday, March 23, 2009

couple of thoughts for today.
maclaurin's series is still a little confusing. mainly the expressing using standard series part.

miraculously, I did not fail the chinese comprehension done last term. got 49/70 >.>

chem spa totally screwed up. again. couldnt get a proper reading.
pe was kinda a waste of time.

but yea, other than that, today was great.

oh and cheng boon is a damn bad boy.
teck li dropped his stuff and he just stood there laughing instead of helping. tsk. =X

actually I also very bad.
can't believe I am making fun (not just me though.. apparently, this 'incident' 'rocked' the whole school, although I dun quite believe it had that impact) of someone...
what is happening to me?!

Posted by Kelvin at 6:35 PM

Sunday, March 22, 2009

I don't know why,
but I suddenly dont want to see my class again, however awesome they are.
maybe the holiday got to me.
must be the side effect of incomplete revision/tutorials.
I've finished onyl what, half of my work?
and even that is a generous estimate.

Posted by Kelvin at 5:19 PM

Saturday, March 21, 2009

k just came back from the CO concert.
met up with the rest of the erhu section at pasir ris
we waited... for about 10 min before losing our patience and going to have our dinner.
saw zu'an there too.

to cut a long story short, we boarded the mrt train and went to tanjong pagar station where we met up with the rest of the CO.


gerald said that I was quiet.
probably. cos I didn't see much to talk about.

mrt ride back with kim yong and one other guy....
bumped into weiheng and.. whats-his-name-i-forgot.
weiheng's hair is like..... o.O

k end of post.

Posted by Kelvin at 11:55 PM

Friday, March 20, 2009

I find myself looking forward to CO practices, something that would have been unthinkable months ago.
...nothing much to blog about. seriously.

except for me struggling to do tutorials. In vain.

cause when you're fifteen
and somebody tells you they love you
you're gonna believe them
and when you're fifteen
dont forget to look before you fall

Posted by Kelvin at 7:48 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009

got back like 40 min ago.
went to help out for project winnie today.
turns out, they actually had an excess of help...
I ended up spending much of my time doing nothing.
lets see..
main stuff I remember:

surfing youtube on the laptop.
buying the somewhat overpriced food..
walking around the sch with abigail and jia hao.
lunch with them and another girl whose name I'm not quite sure of...
a really tall guy managing to retake a balloon that had floated to the ceiling.
bitching (only a bit though) about someone in the class...
thats the main stuff.

minor stuff:
zu'an's new specs look really odd on him. his old ones looked nicer.
joking about cheng boon and a certain someone... heheh
accidentally spilling some ice on the floor
teck li's (torn) contact lenses
abigail taking a really really looooong time to eat her food. lol.
a millipede/centipede dropping off the 3rd story and surviving
the new library is COOL!

k i really need to get my work done, or I'm more screwed than I already am.

Posted by Kelvin at 9:10 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

I've been having dreams again lately.
The latest one went like this.
I was sitting at some place... I think it was sch... basketball court?
Then teck li came and sat beside me.
Then we talked and talked.
I'm not quite sure what we talked about though...

Damn.
Put on my right contact lens the wrong way.
Ended up having to 'suffer' for 6 hrs.
Vision would blur sometimes.
It was freaking hot today.
Finally a relief to retreat to the CO room for mass practice.


ARGH I'VE ONLY FINISHED ONE ECONOMICS ESSAY!!!

Posted by Kelvin at 6:44 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Got my contact lenses.
I'm like.. so unnerved that everything is so CLEAR.
It's so clear that sometimes it's blur.
Seems that I'll take some time getting used to this.

I REALLY REALLY NEED HELP IN MATH!!!
IS THERE ANYONE OUT THERE??!?!

Posted by Kelvin at 1:50 PM

Monday, March 16, 2009

This is bad. Very bad.
I can't do any question of my math/chem tutorials.

I am SO going back to MJC tmr to ask my tutors.
Does anyone else wanna come along?

Crap.
The math tutor is only available on wednesday afternoon...
Thats when I have CCA..
HOW?!?!!



Went out with wj, yihan, nic n zuo today.
It's great to see them again.
wj doesn't seem half as fat the last time I saw him =P
yihan is like some kind of pai kia now xD
had pepper lunch, was okay.
watched dragonball evolution.
It was okay. I think. Except that some parts were quite predictable.
Though I didn't speak much, I really appreciated the company of them.
went to popular, wanting to buy some files, but ended up not buying any.
Bumped into kenneth on the way back.
SMILE. lol.

Posted by Kelvin at 10:40 AM

Sunday, March 15, 2009

k I'm finished with the gases lecture.
I don't understand it. This is bad.
with what, a week left before I'm back to the frantic pace of jc life?
I MUST UNDERSTAND.

for some reason I'm looking up all of taylor swift's old songs...


I look at the maclaurin's series tutorial.
I try doing it.
I get the wrong answers.
Every single time.

It's so frustrating to see the notes, stare at the worksheets and not understand what's going on.

I am not in a good mood.
I can see that I wont be able to get any work done today.

Posted by Kelvin at 1:16 PM

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Stuck on qn 1 for the chemistry holiday assignment, but completed qns 2-7.
Now doing the chemistry lecture on gases.
I am like so lost.
Seriously, who cares whether a gas behaves as an ideal gas?
It's still a gas...

My contact lenses still aren't ready... >.>

Posted by Kelvin at 5:21 PM

Friday, March 13, 2009

F***!!!!


I CAN'T FIND MY CALCULATOR!!!!


I THINK I LOST IT YESTERDAY!!!


WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN NOW?!!?!


k I'm calmed down down.
Reported the loss of my calculator to the general office, but there's like 0% of ever seeing it again.
Had CO practice, which was a complete joke since the 大组 practice was like less than 1 hr... most of the time was spent on sectional practice... not to mention that some people came as late as 5pm.
oh and the concert is next saturday, not tomorrow. seems like I got the date confused.
A little full after eating alot of sushi and and alot more claypot rice.
....
....
.... =D

Posted by Kelvin at 12:25 PM

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Another tiring day has passed.
Math tutorial was the first period of the morning. I understand concavity of a curve now... I THINK. OK maybe I don't. Damn. I need help.
Much of the day passed by in a blur, but I distinctly remember there being a lot of work.
...
Was in bad form for PE.
So freaking tired after every station.
The stitch in my side didn't help either.


Finished reading Benjamin Carson's Gifted Hands last night. He's a highly respected neurosurgeon. The book tells the story of how he struggled through his early life, facing much skeptism and racism. He then learns how to make himself a better person, with some spiritual help.... (Is this part correct? I'm not sure if I summarised it right..) He eventually becomes the great neurosurgeon he is today.
It was mentioned that one of his pre-medical course jobs was being the supervisor of a team that cleaned up highways. They were the most efficient team. Why? The reason was that Ben was extremely flexible, and worked out a way to clean up the highways before the work shift had even started. Although that was against the rules, no one protested as they got the job done, and did it well.
I think such a situation won't be possible in Singapore... too much restriction on how and what we do, too much red tape to cut through.
The book is truly inspiring. It shows that if you put your mind to it, you can achieve practically anything. I'm gonna do that too. Yea.

Posted by Kelvin at 5:45 PM

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

OMG OMG OMG
I... ACTUALLY PASSED BIOLOGY!!!
It's an E though, so there's nothing much to celebrate about.
Fell far short of my original target of a B or C...

Anyway, had GP presentation today.
Although the group as a whole didn't do too bad, I have this ominous feeling that my marks are going to be the lowest of the group...
The only time when I spoke was to answer a question by our tutor, and to ask if anyone had any questions >.<

About 1.7 months to SYF...
I wonder if this CO will make it.
Played the 打鬼 song today.
The pace was so fast I could hardly keep up...
But at least I know how to play it. Roughly.

Hope my legs can recover by tomorrow.
If not... 就不堪设想了。。

Posted by Kelvin at 6:59 PM

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

2 tests failed, one more to go.
strangely, I'm not sad like what I would have used to be.
I just know that I need to improve.
Where has the competitive side of me gone to...?

wooo.
march 'holidays' are completely filled up.

Posted by Kelvin at 9:31 PM

Monday, March 9, 2009

Failed bio test. predictable.
I need to put in more than 10x the effort I am currently putting in.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:32 PM

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Since my mouse isn't working properly, I switched the primary and secondary buttons.
It works now, but I need to get used to it.
Grrrr.. I can't do so many questions of my tutorials!!! >.<
I am never buying another size L shirt again in my life.
It's seriously freaking big. Size M from now onward.
Had a nice loooong sleep of around 11 hrs yesterday. woke up at around 2am though.
dreamed that I saw multiple luqmans...? dunno.

I need to force all this info into my head if I want to at least pass my mid year exam.



k just finished the lecture on maclaurin's series.
I THINK I get it...

prepare to say hello to a new me next term.
HI!
ok that was lame.
I'm in an unsually good mood again.
(:

Posted by Kelvin at 12:49 PM

Saturday, March 7, 2009

I realise that I haven't blogged about my dreams in quite a while.
Maybe it's because I haven't been dreaming much. Must be the lack of sleep.
Anyway, my latest dream was, I saw CB's answers to one of the chem test questions.. and I was like uh... so simple..?!?!?!! >.<
It's kinda depressing that I can do the econs essay that our tutor gave us as homework but I couldn't do the test essays.
need to think of the chinese story... sigh.

k I have a bad headache. panadol doesn't seem to be working...

Posted by Kelvin at 7:45 PM

Friday, March 6, 2009

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KIT MENG. HAHAHA.

k so besides that, much of today was totally screwed up.
economics test. I looked at the question and told myself 'I can do this!'
when I started to try and write, my mind went blank. shit.
I'm gonna fail this one as well.
what makes it worse is that it was SO simple. but yet I couldn't do it.
later realised that I forgot to bring my GP notebook, which is supposed to be handed in today. so I called my bro and asked him to bring it. thank you =D

went to the library to try and mug. ended up only doing one chem question... zzz
boooo... no time to relax at all.
chinese orchestra practice was a disaster for me. cos my erhu wasn't tuned properly, but I didn't dare to try and continue to tune it myself.. scared the string snap.
gonna watch an SCO performance next saturday night.... does anyone wanna go out on saturday? xD

I really shouldn't have run yesterday. my legs are feeling.... weird.

Posted by Kelvin at 7:27 PM

Thursday, March 5, 2009

WOOOOOOOOOOOOO~!!!
IMMA GONNA GET A BIG FAT ZERO FOR THE CHEMISTRY TEST!!!

slept late last night, chionging the chinese essay >.>
crapped my way through the chinese comprehension
more tutorials and assignments. yippee.
I dont know what made me decide to join the 'fast group' during the PE run.
maybe I'm trying to prove something.

signed up for project winnie.
its all for a good cause isnt it? (:

Posted by Kelvin at 5:56 PM

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

PW demo presentation impression - camwhores.
Screwed up bio spa. again.

After hearing stories of people turning into nervous wrecks and witnessing one crying firsthand,
I'm glad that I haven't broken down yet.

stuff I need to do:
Chinese Comprehension
Chinese Essay
Chinese music video
Economics Tutorial
Economics Essay (redo)
Economics revision
General Paper (rewrite)
Mathematics tutorial 3 & 4
Chemistry tutorial 4
Chemistry revision
.....did I miss out anything?

Posted by Kelvin at 7:03 PM

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

...
...
...
[Biology test]/variable = 0
[Physical Education]/level = 0
[Chinese Orchestra] = 10
...
...
[Mood_Level] = [figure it out yourself]
...
...
/end post

Posted by Kelvin at 9:10 PM

Monday, March 2, 2009

hmmm.
a little down in the morning, didnt know why.
found out that I forgot to bring practically all of my tutorials...zzz
the china scholars joined us today =O
they're gonna be here for two weeks.
I think their english is pretty good. really.
chem spa was ok... except that I anyhow whack the answers one. =/
oh and abigail performed a miracle of science! she managed to manipulate methyl orange into showing acidic solutions as alkalis!!! ZOMG!!! lol.
GP was spent doing chem. no, I wasn't doing it secretly while the tutor was talking.
the tutor wasnt in school today. so we went to the library, supposedly to do GP, but...
I think I ate too much today. DONT YOU DARE RAIN ON MY PARADE TOMORROW. LOL. I really need PE.. or I'll go back to being super fat.

I'm glad that little misunderstanding was cleared up.
(:

anyway, been reading this on quite a few ppl's blogs, so I thought I'll give it a try.



Dear Joel,

I don't really know how to tell you this, I'm joining the Convent. I think I realised it when we skinny dipped in the bathtub outside your office and saw you drive over my father. I'm sure you're frostbitten enough to understand how awful you are. I'm returning the couch cushions to you, but I'll keep the results of that blood sample as a memory. You should also know that I hate your cooking and I'm scratching my ass as you read this.

Go drown yourself,
Kelvin


note: ALL OF THE ABOVE IS UNTRUE. LOL.

Posted by Kelvin at 5:24 PM

Sunday, March 1, 2009

Watched slumdog millionaire with justin today.
Had LJS before that. kns, the portion is like so small and freaking ex. zzz.
movie ticket price: $9.50, but I think it was worth every cent I spent on it.
it's a really really good movie.

bumped into luqman at popular =O
he was buying notebooks i think...
look at me, watching movies while other people are busy mugging D=<
tests....


stupid pimples.
go away ):

Posted by Kelvin at 8:25 PM