Saturday, January 31, 2009

went to library wif kkj again.
had subway for lunch.
mmmm.
it was good.



kao
2 weeks nvr jog liao,
then now I go jog, jog abit nia tired liao.
like wth.
I need to train more if I want to get that silver ):

Posted by Kelvin at 5:19 PM

Friday, January 30, 2009

With these results, here is the verdict:

People that I may be able to further friendship with = 6
People with friendship status that do not require furthering (i.e. max level) = 4

Posted by Kelvin at 10:49 PM

I'm a little sad, and a little happy.
Well.
Mostly happy.
Cos at least I haf friends in this JC.
And its pretty convinient to get to.
okok I got into MJC, didn't get into TJC, happy?
Then, why am I sad?
I guess I'm not.

anyway, got my belt liao.
now at least my jeans aren't in danger of dropping -.-

interesting news.
NBC recently banned a PETA ad that was deemed 'inappropriate'
according to the ad,
vegetarians have better sex.
......
=O
tsk tsk.
naughty naughty...


ARGHH IM DYING
THERES A HUGE AMOUNT OF SMOKE DRIFTING FROM SOMEWHERE

Posted by Kelvin at 1:09 PM

Thursday, January 29, 2009

went out today wif justin n bing hong.
met them @ ehub at 9.45am, bh wuz dere first, then me n lastly justin.
its like a ghost town there so early in the morning.
we wanted to buy the tickets first, but the ticketing counter not open so early, so we go eat breakfast first lor.
went to mac at downtown east. had hotcakes wif sausage.
haha, the sausage was pathetically small. but hey, thats how mac makes money right?
hotcakes were good though. albeit too sweet. but thats cos i spammed the syrup =D
after done wif breakfast, we went and bought tickets to bride wars (the earliest timeslot)
then cos still got like half an hr, we walked around ehub. but nothing much there. meh.
me n bh paid for justin's ticket, but justin bought the popcorn and drinks. so we're even. =O

movie was stupid and funny, but thats a good thing. heh.
it was only after the movie that I realised that bh didnt drink the sprite at all... then I ask him why, and he say its cos he thought is mine -.-
so I bo bian, jus take it and drink finish lor. otherwise wasted. tsk. not good to waste stuff.
I wanted to play pool, but justin nvr bring IC. so cannot lor.
D:<
we walked around ehub a bit longer, went into the arcade n see see look look, but bloody expensive. $2 for one game?!
then bh needed to go off liao, so we walked to white sands n he went off, while justin and I went to the library :o
picked up some random book about a retelling of the wizard of oz.
then later we go eat lunch, but while buying, he haf to leave liao, so I eat alone )=
and now here I am.


ok wth
I keep laffin n smiling to myself.
I think my mind is short circuiting.
>.>
tmr wake up hope I dun see my phone n faint again.

Posted by Kelvin at 3:38 PM

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

I'm tired.
I'm sick of this.
I just want JC life to start.
Now.

Posted by Kelvin at 11:01 AM

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

Wow.
I'm tired.
And warm.
And my arms are still sore from playing Wii Sports and Wii Fit.
And the posting results will be announced in like 3 days?
omgz.

Posted by Kelvin at 4:48 PM

Monday, January 26, 2009

woke up and saw that I had 3 smses. ohwell. better than none I suppose.
yawn.
doesn't feel like CNY at all.

and school starts in like a week
omgomgomg
I'm totally screwed.

Weeeeeee.
The Wii's a lot more fun than I thought.

Posted by Kelvin at 11:03 AM

Sunday, January 25, 2009

work was damn slack today.
plus it's the last day of work!
=D

got my angpao... contained inside was $20 worth of vouchers... =/
found out that the manager was also from TJC.
apparently, some 15 years ago, it was the top JC in sg.

lunch was fun with that guy.
we sat and ate and stared at the rest of the ppl.
he also made a lot of lame jokes. kinda like teck li D=

sounds abit strange, but I'm gonna miss work.

Posted by Kelvin at 5:35 PM

Saturday, January 24, 2009

burp.

had an excellent breakfast.
hadn't had such a late one in a long long time.
night shift today.
gotta work till midnight.
mmm.

Posted by Kelvin at 11:25 AM

Friday, January 23, 2009

SHIT.



I HAVE FORGOTTEN

HOW TO DO A.MATH QUESTIONS!



MUST REVISE!


SCREW THIS.

MY CALCULATOR IS NOT WORKING.

HOW AM I SUPPOSED

TO REVISE THIS WAY?!?!?!!?

WTF!!!

Posted by Kelvin at 5:04 PM

Thursday, January 22, 2009

k jus came back

went to eat sushi at sakae with justin =D
I went to the library first, cos I bored.
then met up wif justin at the mrt.
we spent like 45 min walking around century square n tampines mall looking at stuff. well, it was me that was looking at stuff, to be specific, belts. cos my jeans loose mah, so must get belt. lol.
anyway, bought some moisturiser for my poor hands (=

then we went to sakae and waited for 15 min for the buffet to start (we sit down first)
then buffet start liao, we grab stuff like crazy. lol.
saw two NAS peeps (ok since they gradauted liao, they r not really NAS peeps anymore..) at sakae too. they sit behind us somemore. they know me n I know them, but I still dont know their names...
but one thing for sure, they can eat like siao one!!
is like, we eat 6 plates, they eat 10 plates liao, plus they order so much stuff.
then we stopped taking plates after 40 min, they still take n eat, take n eat. they must be damn hungry. lol.
had a bowl of udon (complimentary one). is very small one, but also nvm, cos I very full liao, so can easily finish.
so we ate n talked for like an hour, and then stoned for another 40 min, (the udon arrived near the end of the 40 min), before finally paying the bill n leaving.
then justin go home, and I went back to the library to finish my book.
quite nice la.

now, I'm still super full. No nid to eat dinner liao...
(=

Posted by Kelvin at 6:57 PM

in a bad mood right now.
and looks like I'll be stuck at home all day.

I'm so sick of this.
I want school to start.
NOW.

____________
WOOOOOO~~!!!!
Nothing a little RA3 can't solve.

Posted by Kelvin at 9:26 AM

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

I LIKE CUSTOMERS WHO
1) ASK IF A BOX OF MANDARINS CAN BE OPENED
2) UNDERSTAND HOW OVERWORKED I AM

I HATE CUSTOMERS WHO
1)RIP OPEN ALL THE BOXES AND PEER INSIDE
2) KEEP RUSHING ME EVEN THOUGH IT IS SO BLOODLY F-ING OBVIOUS THAT I AM BUSY

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

NO WORK TOMORROW~~!!!

Posted by Kelvin at 3:46 PM

k. so WJ, maybe you're right, and u found it without help.

Posted by Kelvin at 5:15 AM

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

Work as usual.
busybusybusy with no one to help me.
yawn.
off day on thursday.
but no one to go out with D:


I notice that lately, I've been laughing to myself.

Posted by Kelvin at 3:40 PM

Monday, January 19, 2009

WORK IS NOT FUN WHEN YOU ARE ALONE.

ok maybe that sounded abit loud.
but seriously, it wasn't fun dashing about here and there to meet customers' requests when I have a ton of other stuff to do.
good thing things got a little less hectic in the afternoon.
spent quite a bit of time slacking lol.

omg.. got people want to place orders for like 50 and 100 crates of mandarins~!!!



p.s. cheng boon found it. finally. the slowpoke. lol.
oh yeah.
HAPPY BDAY TO BING HONG!!!
WOOOO~~!!!
:D

Posted by Kelvin at 3:52 PM

Sunday, January 18, 2009

WORK WAS DA BOMB!

ok not really.
but it was at least bearable.
there were the usual customers:
nice, not so nice and the downright ugly.
......

wow 2 more people found it. without my help too. that was fast.
...1 more person found it.. but with someone's help.
darn you tty D=<


Damn.
Feeling super sian about work now.
Cos I three days straight alone at work ):
No one to help me sell mandarins..

Posted by Kelvin at 3:44 PM

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Congrats to kkj for finding it.
But you took a lot more guidance than justin...

Posted by Kelvin at 10:07 PM

WOOO!!!~~~
WORK WAS FUUUUUUNNN!!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

ok that so does not sound like me.
but really, work was fun. at least for today.
(all names are confidential to protect privacy)
got paired up wif guy A cos he needed the afternoon off.
however, for some reason, guy B turned up in the morning too.
turns out, he didn't check his duty roster.
so he went back at 8am.
me and guy A talked crap and discussed our results for the better part of the morning.
never knew that could be so much fun.
the mandarins sold quite well too.
although guy A told me that I'll never sell many cos 'I'm too honest'
what the lol. I'm honest wad (:
later, when we were about to knock off, guy C arrived. we bitched a bit about the stupidity of guy B
I believe guy C's exact words were 'shit, I'm stuck with (guy B's name here)'
=O



DAMN

THIS

SHIT



I

AM

SO

HUNGRY

BUT

I

MUST

RESIST!

... I failed. Having dinner now. And I'm thinking. Why did I pick TJC? Will I make it there? Will I struggle? Will I make any new friends?

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Posted by Kelvin at 3:28 PM

Friday, January 16, 2009

I was feeling extremely bored.

So I created something.

Prize for the first person who can find it.

p.s. it's not that hard. really.



____________________________
Saw ms kum at work today.
Oh sorry, I should refer to her as Ms Sara!
Cuz she's married now! =D
her husband not too bad looking either.
when she saw me, the first thing she asked was
'how was ur results?'
lol. teachers.
and she expected me to get an A1 for bio.. >.<
lucky she not angry that I nvr get it.
Cool, she lives near me. maybe I can go and visit or something =P


p.p.s. congrats to justin for being the first to find it. although it did take you a long time...

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Posted by Kelvin at 12:22 PM

yawn.
had a dream, nightmare more like it, but I managed to make myself wake in time.
something interesting when I woke up:
I didn't feel cold like I usually do.


nothing to do right now, so I'll dig through blog archives
maybe I'll learn something.
like I did last time.
hmmm.
looks like I didn't know much about our class and school.
it's not as 'pure' as I thought.

thinking about life after release of the posting results.
when I get into JC (touch wood if I don't!)
I MUST study study study.
nothing but study everyday.
only then can I get what I want
perfect scores to get into the uni I want
also, studying will make me motivated to do more studying (:
so I will only want to study and not be too preoccupied with other stuff
STUDY STUDY STUDY
I'm in the mood to study right now.
...
sian.
cannot find my textbooks ):

Posted by Kelvin at 10:43 AM

Thursday, January 15, 2009

I think I'm recovering.
Still got a sore throat though.
Had a dream.
I'm glad that it's not real.


It is done.
Registration complete.
here are my choices:
1. TJC
2. MJC
3. AJC
4. ACJC
5. TPJC


lol
the night shift is like totally different from the day shift.
firstly, there's a lot less stress (thats gonna change though)
secondly, theres almost nothing to do
thirdly, OMG NUMBER OF PEOPLE!!
the goods (mostly bread) were totally flying of the shelves.
its like one moment, the bread area stocked very nicely one, then the next WHOOSH~!! all gone liao.
oh and I have to start 'promoting' mandarins/(whatsthename) from today till end of CNY.
but I think that the people who bought them were mostly those who already decided to buy.
kinda pointless to promote.
some lady told us a long winded story about which one tastes better than the other.
apparently, it has something to do with pollution.
and one of the guys asked me 'u want to be a monk ar?'
cuz of the haircut -.-
if only he knew what cheng boon's hair looked like.. :O
p.s. I am definitely sure that your hair is not brown. I still stand by my belief that it was that person's xD
...
in the afternoon, I was elated.
what bugs me is the reason why I was elated.
damn.
I'm overanalyzing again.
>.>

Posted by Kelvin at 8:57 AM

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

work was normal.
except that I felt like crap in the morning.
i think I had a fever or something.
felt hot and cold at the same time.

the most interesting thing was that I saw someone today whom I am 98% sure was one of the guys I hung out wif in primary sch.
not sure whether he recognised me though.
I mean, the other girl yesterday didn't recognise me >.>
although I was thinking today, then hey! I know who she is.

kbai.
gotta meet kkj for more open house stuff.


yawn.
met kkj at the usual place.
then we saw leping on the mrt. lol. I dun think she saw us though..
trip to SAJC was looooooooooooong.
we got a little lost looking for it, but lucky got some guy (I think he from SAJC) direct us there.
there were LOADS of people there.
but nvr see anyone from NAS leh.
got the principal talk. I felt warm and sleepy in the culture hall.
then got the president of student councillor talk.
I swear, if you closed your eyes and altered the tone slightly, you would have thought that it was huihui that was talking! I mean it!
mmm
nothing much of interest.

Posted by Kelvin at 12:59 PM

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Damn.
I think I might be falling sick ):


Felt worse at work today.
Throat was irritable.
Lucky one of the auntie give me fisherman's friend.
made me feel better for a while.
Sianz.
starting thursday need to work longer hrs liao
):
Anyways, met kkj for TJC open house.
chatted about our results.
when we got to TJC, we were greeted by a buncha students holding...
goodie bags!
lol.
inside the goodie bag got 1 umbrella, 1 packet drink, 1 bottle of mineral water, and lots of brochures n leaflets about TJC.
walked around TJC for like half an hr looking for the venue of the talks >.>
saw Tan An there lol.
then later we went to the canteen to seat and read those stuff.
then when we were about to leave the compound, I saw that some of the talks were being held in the library.
so we went to the library lor.

Then got the KI (lol potassium iodide) talk.
so like, it's about 'asking questions' apparently.
'Is life only about growing up and having sex and kids?'
that made me snigger. but quite true what. I mean, thats the basic purpose of life D=< d=" cuz">.<
the other cannot recall liao.

went to bedok community library after that.
picked up some book and read it.
then after like 45 min sian already, so we go back lor.

then now I'm here sitting in front of the com.



lol.
I just heard from one of my chinese tuition classmates (who got same points as me)
that at ACJC, one of the teachers told him
my school very popular...every year have 3 times of number of students applying...u have little chance
what kind of teacher is this.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:24 AM

Monday, January 12, 2009

OMG OMG OMG!!!!
On the way to sch, I felt sick.
Wanted to throw up on the bus.
Then when I got to sch, the hall was like damn hot.
Cuz aircon not on mah.
Then I was like wth, tell us come so early for what, most of the sch isnt even here yet.
Probably part of a plan to make us come on time.

The presentation was boring.
Meh.
Then the principal showed us our overall results.
OMG OMG OMG!!!
Our cohort is like supercoolz.
Passes and distinctions above national average for practically all subjects.
Plus soooooo many distinctions (I think double the amount last year!)
Feel soo proud of NAS (:
Congrats to kkj and manda for doing 4R4 proud (:
Then I got my results.
Damn nervous.
When I got it
I was like
......
This is it?
I didn't feel happy or anything.
Just felt relieved/resigned.
I suppose I can't ask for perfection in everything I do.
But that stupid D&T grade.
waste of my time sia.
put in so much effort, then got this kind of grade.

I shall not post my results here.


p.s. thanks kkj for lending me that extra pair of pants!!

Posted by Kelvin at 3:48 PM

Dammnit dammnit dammnit!!!!
I'm like totally freaking out!!!
Gosh.
Went to sleep at 12, woke up at 4.
Then I lay in bed for 2 hrs, thinking anf thinking.
What if I fail? What if cannot get into JC?
No offence, but I don't think the poly culture is suitable for me.
OMG OMG OMG
ARGGHHH!!!!!!
I DONT WANT TO KNOOOOOOOOOOOW.
BUT I ALSO WANT TO KNOOOOOOOOOOOW!!!
VFBJHVBDGHBXIJLV BFKYWCZC BZL.X VB
GDFHDJHDTGFJGFJNGGHND
HDFHDGHTDFHRTHTDHDG~!~!~!~!~

Posted by Kelvin at 7:07 AM

Sunday, January 11, 2009

Eh.
I just got an off day tmr.
And I didn't even ask for it.
They just called me and ask me, tmr u want off?
I was like whaaaaaaaaat.
Then I say ok lor, off lor.
Now I'll have difficulty sleeping ):


WTF SIA
@SOMEONE IM TALKING TO
HENGGG ARRR

PLUS
I DONT SEE WHY I CANT USE THE COM BEYOND 10PM
WHY?

Posted by Kelvin at 10:14 PM

Had a dream.
In this dream, I was looking for my ex-classmates.
Found one of them, but he thought I was looking for a job. (he didnt realise it was me)
So he led me on a wild goose chase, leaving me in some strange shopping centre.
Later, I found him again and managed to persuade him to help look for the rest.
Hmm.
I don't remember the rest...

....
tomorrow.

Sianz.
How are we supposed to make 'informed choices' for JCs if the JCs themselves dun provide the info we need, (cut off points)
So far I've only seen 2 JC websites that have the COPs in them.
Haha.
Some JC websites are seriously messed up.
'click here for more information'
*clicks*
'you are not authorised to view this page'
WTF.
plus the fact that many of the webbies are not updated.


Just before I napped, I started to freak out.
OMGOMGOMGOMG RESULTS TOMORROW!!!
then my mind went into overdrive.
then I fell asleep.
Now after my nap, I'm not freaking out anymore.
meh.
plenty of time to tomorrow.

Posted by Kelvin at 11:23 AM

Saturday, January 10, 2009

...
Had a dream.
Some parts which I didn't understand.
...
'Nuff said.

Spent like half the day packing cheng boon's favourite veggies. Carrots. Yum.

I'm thinking of reverting to my previous blogskin, cause I can't seem to find a log in button on my blog >.>


Yum yum.
Curry udon.
Surprisingly tasty given that its the instant kind.
kinda ex though..

Came back from a run.
Finished 2.4 without stopping =D
Not too bad considering I havent gone joggin for a week.
Plus 7 chin ups followed by 3. =D
haha, downstairs got some kind of music/dance routine.
damn loud, but also damn jolly.
stupid blister.
go away ):

Posted by Kelvin at 1:36 PM

Friday, January 9, 2009

Another horrifying dream.
I dreamt that I looked in a mirror and saw my face completely covered in blood, with more oozing out from numerous large holes.

Work again.
Boring.
Spent like half the day fixing decorations that someone had hung up using scotch tape -.-
Was a little distracted in the morning.
For some reason, my mind kept wandering to certain stuff.

Hmm.
I don't have any trouble sleeping anymore.
Must be work that is making me tired.

k just woke up from a nap of 2 hrs.
I didn't dream, but I had all these weird thoughts before I drifted off to sleep.
they were mostly random in nature.
Now I feel cold.
Very cold. Really.
my hands are like this cold.


Heres a couple of thoughts.
When people often say that personality is more important than looks, they are just crapping.
Looks are still the most important factor.
People will give you a chance ONLY if you have average or above-average looks.
And it is a FACT that good-looking people have an easier time than say, average people.
So, conclusion:
Looks matter most. Personality can wait.


The Part of You That No One Sees is Afraid
You are passionate, romantic, and emotional.
You put love first in your life, even though you have often been disappointed by it.
You expect to be swept of your feet, and you never expect infatuation to die out.
Underneath it all, you are scared that you aren't lovable.
Your insecurity has ruined many relationships, as you are unable to see the love that's really there.
You are secretly afraid of being alone.
Confronting your insecurities is incredibly painful.
=/
doesnt sound like me at all.

Posted by Kelvin at 1:11 PM

Thursday, January 8, 2009

I woke up and looked in the mirror
Someone looked back at me.
I asked the person in the mirror, 'who are you?'
He gave me the same question.
I think I don't know myself anymore >.>

On another notes, I'm not at all concerned/nervous about the results yet.
Maybe it's because there's no point worrying over it since it's already in black and white.
Or maybe because I'm still 'enjoying' the holidays...


met kkj @ 1.30pm at tampines int.
then suddenly wj want to go tp.
so we went to the library to wait.
....
and waited...
...
then one hr later wj still not there, so we went to mac n sat.
I ordered some fries. somehow, mac food doesnt appeal to me anymore.
then finally after much more waiting we met wj. then we waited somemore for zuo cheng.
....
then we buay tahan, n just go to tp ourselves.
one word sums up the TP open house
BORING!!!
really boring leh.
like nth to do at all.
eventually, after much walking aimlessly around TP, we met zuo n ?mandeeb? (errr I dont know how to spell his name, paiseh) n we walked around TP for a while longer.
saw felicia, weilin and yijie there.
kkj ps-ed us at around this time.
at about 5pm we left TP and walked to safra.
played dota >.>
kinda sian.
cos I dun know how to play, so I got owned.
lucky we won since the other two nvr notice that weijian was in their base.
then after that we parted ways and went back.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:07 AM

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Super scary dream~!!!!
Something about a girl ghost.
Woke up damn frightened.

Bleh.
Work.

You know something?
This year will be over before you know it.
I can still remember when we said, 'oh, we're just in a dream' two years ago =P


..............................
OMG OMG OMG RESULTS ARE OUT ON THE 12TH!!!!!!!!!!

Posted by Kelvin at 1:29 PM

Tuesday, January 6, 2009

k jus came back
had sandwiches for lunch (mm cant seem to get sick of it)
met kkj @ 1326 hrs, boarded MRT to bugis
.... OMG the bus n MRT fees are so asspensive... $1.40 fly away liddat liao...
lucky at bugis we go n renew our concession till end of this month
haha talked a lotta crap wif kkj, mrt ride seemed so short.

first book I picked up at national library was damn boring
read a few pages sian liao
then I picked up another book
got crazy plot one.
this aunt wanted to get the toxic spitting doll for her nephew
but cannot find, so she went to this warehouse wif her ex-bf n her father's colleague
then turned out her ex was a secret agent working undercover as a professor in chinese lit and that colleague worked wif the chinese govt.
I was like wtf? what kind of story is this
so one hr later we went up to the reference section
found a book on enzymes
pretty interesting read, except that I didnt understand it at all...
on the mrt trip back, we ended up talking about the o level results...
=/


Sian.
I dont seem to get excited over anything anymore.

Posted by Kelvin at 4:51 PM

Monday, January 5, 2009

Had a dream.
Dreamt that I was dreaming.
Dreamt that I told other people when I dream-woke-up that I was dreaming.
Dreamt that the results were out.
Strangely enough, I didn't get to see mine.
This is one dream that I wish could be true.
Dreamt that me n ranon n jiahao were in class talking crap
then all of a sudden mr lim ordered me to hand over my bag for a search
but the only thing inside was a photo album
with photos of all my friends and I having a good time
then someone asked me, 'why do you carry that around?'
and I was like, '....? why do I carry it?.... dunno...'
then later we went to the beach
and saw yong? there
there was also something about cheng boon complaining that he couldnt watch a video on food... then I tell him u want watch for wad, not vegetarian one
then... I dont remember much of it...


pay's in.
not too bad.
considering how easy the work is.
I think I wanna buy a bike.
and turns out, that girl I saw yesterday isnt from NAS... she's from work =X
looks like Im too used to work liao.
I seriously need to make more friends this year.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:03 AM

Sunday, January 4, 2009

....
....
went to smith street even though I didn't wan to
mother forced one.
however while I was there I saw 3 ppl from NAS
1 guy from R1, 1 gal from R5 (I think) and ...felicia? lol
wanted to get some new jeans
but look at the price tag
$119~$149!!! freaking ex!!!
I can get a decent pair for just $49 lor. no nid for levi's.

stupid pimple on my forehead )=
when it was nice and smooth for at least two months..
then now got this )=


I think I'm thinking too much about my results...

And I am getting really sick of this
come back from work, can only do three things
1. surf forums
2. sleep
3. jog for a while
I want my results NOW!!!
But when that day somes
I'll probably be wishing that it would be later...

I think MSN is useless.
I only use it to talk to... one person? on a frequent basis.

Posted by Kelvin at 6:43 PM

Saturday, January 3, 2009

wtf it happened again.
someone asked me if I was from china >.>
apparently, I haf the 'facial structure' of a china person -.-
like wth man.

beri sianz at work today.
only thing that cheered me up was that Love Story played twice.

wish there was something I could do to preserve my 'after-shower' hairstyle.
it looks quite okay when I style it right after showering, but wilts like 10 min later...
)=
p.s. I hate sideburns. Cant understand why some ppl want them


Sianz.
I jus woke up.
slept from 1.30 to 4.50
am I that tired?
I guess so.

Posted by Kelvin at 1:03 PM

Friday, January 2, 2009

The Duty Fulfiller


As an ISTJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things rationally and logically.
ISTJs are quiet and reserved individuals who are interested in security and peaceful living. They have a strongly-felt internal sense of duty, which lends them a serious air and the motivation to follow through on tasks. Organized and methodical in their approach, they can generally succeed at any task which they undertake.
ISTJs are very loyal, faithful, and dependable. They place great importance on honesty and integrity. They are "good citizens" who can be depended on to do the right thing for their families and communities. While they generally take things very seriously, they also usually have an offbeat sense of humor and can be a lot of fun - especially at family or work-related gatherings.
ISTJs tend to believe in laws and traditions, and expect the same from others. They're not comfortable with breaking laws or going against the rules. If they are able to see a good reason for stepping outside of the established mode of doing things, the ISTJ will support that effort. However, ISTJs more often tend to believe that things should be done according to procedures and plans. If an ISTJ has not developed their Intuitive side sufficiently, they may become overly obsessed with structure, and insist on doing everything "by the book".
The ISTJ is extremely dependable on following through with things which he or she has promised. For this reason, they sometimes get more and more work piled on them. Because the ISTJ has such a strong sense of duty, they may have a difficult time saying "no" when they are given more work than they can reasonably handle. For this reason, the ISTJ often works long hours, and may be unwittingly taken advantage of.
The ISTJ will work for long periods of time and put tremendous amounts of energy into doing any task which they see as important to fulfilling a goal. However, they will resist putting energy into things which don't make sense to them, or for which they can't see a practical application. They prefer to work alone, but work well in teams when the situation demands it. They like to be accountable for their actions, and enjoy being in positions of authority. The ISTJ has little use for theory or abstract thinking, unless the practical application is clear.
ISTJs have tremendous respect for facts. They hold a tremendous store of facts within themselves, which they have gathered through their Sensing preference. They may have difficulty understanding a theory or idea which is different from their own perspective. However, if they are shown the importance or relevance of the idea to someone who they respect or care about, the idea becomes a fact, which the ISTJ will internalize and support. Once the ISTJ supports a cause or idea, he or she will stop at no lengths to ensure that they are doing their duty of giving support where support is needed.
The ISTJ is not naturally in tune with their own feelings and the feelings of others. They may have difficulty picking up on emotional needs immediately, as they are presented. Being perfectionists themselves, they have a tendency to take other people's efforts for granted, like they take their own efforts for granted. They need to remember to pat people on the back once in a while.
ISTJs are likely to be uncomfortable expressing affection and emotion to others. However, their strong sense of duty and the ability to see what needs to be done in any situation usually allows them to overcome their natural reservations, and they are usually quite supporting and caring individuals with the people that they love. Once the ISTJ realizes the emotional needs of those who are close to them, they put forth effort to meet those needs.
The ISTJ is extremely faithful and loyal. Traditional and family-minded, they will put forth great amounts of effort at making their homes and families running smoothly. They are responsible parents, taking their parenting roles seriously. They are usually good and generous providers to their families. They care deeply about those close to them, although they usually are not comfortable with expressing their love. The ISTJ is likely to express their affection through actions, rather than through words.
ISTJs have an excellent ability to take any task and define it, organize it, plan it, and implement it through to completion. They are very hard workers, who do not allow obstacles to get in the way of performing their duties. They do not usually give themselves enough credit for their achievements, seeing their accomplishments simply as the natural fulfillment of their obligations.
ISTJs usually have a great sense of space and function, and artistic appreciation. Their homes are likely to be tastefully furnished and immaculately maintained. They are acutely aware of their senses, and want to be in surroundings which fit their need for structure, order, and beauty.
Under stress, ISTJs may fall into "catastrophe mode", where they see nothing but all of the possibilities of what could go wrong. They will berate themselves for things which they should have done differently, or duties which they failed to perform. They will lose their ability to see things calmly and reasonably, and will depress themselves with their visions of doom.
In general, the ISTJ has a tremendous amount of potential. Capable, logical, reasonable, and effective individuals with a deeply driven desire to promote security and peaceful living, the ISTJ has what it takes to be highly effective at achieving their chosen goals - whatever they may be.

Posted by Kelvin at 9:52 PM

Kinda sucks how I can't seem to recall my dreams clearly.
Work was normal.
Except that I 'worked' OT for 2 hrs today.
I say 'worked' because all I did was watch, point here point there, and say 'ok, like this can liao'.
'cause they hanging up those CNY decorations today mah.

Also, lately I've been a little worried about my exam results..


for much of last month, I felt kinda lonely.
but dunno why now I dun feel lonely.
must be the effect of work D=

Posted by Kelvin at 3:07 PM

Thursday, January 1, 2009

Wow I got 4 smses from people wishing a happy new year.
I was only expecting like, one?

anyways, happy new year to you guys too! you guys rock xP


I did something I shouldn't have today.
We both know that it was wrong.
I guess we got caught up in the heat of the moment.
But..
it was so good.
That piece of crabmeat was soooo good!
How could I resist? xD
somemore is the auntie give me one. 'no one will know'. :o
yum yum
it was fleshy, juicy and sweet at the same time.
but I look at the price tag
omgwtf $23.90 for 1 kg
I buy 1 small packet is already $2++ !!!!
Yum im gonna have that for breakfast tmr.
Crabmeat on bread with spread.
lol
better than today's anyway.
had a slight headache during work
felt very sian after feeling so happy yesterday
so I went round wif this sullen look on my face
look so horrible

I think this year I want to totally change
like how i did from pri 6 to sec 1

Posted by Kelvin at 6:07 AM

HAVE A CRAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!~~

Posted by Kelvin at 12:00 AM