I have to constantly think positive thoughts to keep unhappy ones from surfacing. Must be the effect of the Os. Need to sort out my thinking properly. I realised that I have, what, three friends only? (as in, you know, real ones, not those 'friends of convenience' or 'friends that are friends only when they need something from you')
I need to learn how to smile again. Haven't been really happy for many years. Not since Primary school, I think. Sometimes I wonder if I was happier in P6 than now.
... Maybe I'm just imagining that my life is bad. When it might actually be good.
I want the prelim results. Like now. I need to know where I have gone wrong, and how I can improve.